He had started to refuse his daily Prozac pill, and I was experimenting with tasty treats to get it down him. One morning I found the pill on the living room floor and decided to try one more thing. In a flash all the progress we'd made was gone. Enzo grabbed my hand and gave it a serious bite. I remember looking at him in disbelief, and crying, 'Why did you do that?' He actually looked like he had no idea why, but he was sorry.
With blood trickling down my arm my husband and I decided the grand experiment was over. Enzo was not trustworthy. What if he bit another person? What if he slipped out of his trail ambassador role and bit someone, we met hiking? Mark called the vet and after a twenty-minute conversation she agreed euthanizing was called for. I appreciated her reticence to slip a needle in him. It's a big step and not to be taken lightly.
It's been a month since Enzo's journey over the Rainbow Bridge. Did we do the right thing? Should he have been euthanized three years ago and never been in rescue? I believe the answers are different for each person. We did what worked for us. I think that it speaks well of 2nd Chance Vizsla Rescue that we recognized Enzo was unadoptable. The decision to keep him was made by volunteers with 20 years of rescue experience. Our choice. Our mistake? In his way he brought us joy, and we were the best parents Enzo could have ever had, soooo...
Dani